First Laugh: Either my bro's girlfriend's text of saying he's 5 minutes early texting her... or Alex's wishes for me.
First 'Happy New Yea'r to and from: my family
First accusation: My brother killing people 3 minutes into the new years (virtually)
First 'I love you' to and from: Shari
First MSN instant message to and from: Shari
First text to and from: Eileen
First pain: My head from alcohol
First taste: Alcohol. To be more exact, lychee liqueur
First virtual hug and kiss (on the cheek) from: Alex
First "outfit": Purple halter, black tights, black cardigan, and black and grey striped socks
First "make up" on: Voluminous mascara (2 coats), black eyeliner (WnW gel and Almay pencil), MSFN, Maybelline mineral concealer, and WnW jumbo lip balm
First thing to bite: My thumb xD
First puff of cheeks: 12:12 AM
First MSN display pic: "Be better than you were yesterday"
First MSN name: -- & two is better than one
First site visited: Facebook
First FB wall post to and from: Eileen
First "liked" status on fb to and from: Alex
First realization: Oh, there are other people on MSN to say Happy New Year to... xD;;
First thing I saw on TV: My bro playing a racing game
First smell: Cucumber Melon from my Bath and Body Works hand soap =D
First itch: My leg
First LJ comment to: Ayumi
First worry: Alex drinking >.> lol
First goodnight to and from: Daddy
First shower: 1:34 AM
First surveys/memes: Next post where it will be protected >.> lol
First post: THIS!

~Amy [wishes everyone happy 2010, woot new decade!]

Merry Christmas!

Sorry I haven't been commenting on your posts, my laptop was in for repair for the past few days and I just got it back! I hope you are having terrific holidays and a jolly Christmas!
As always (except I missed it last year), here are pictures of my Christmas presents!

( Image Heavy -- Unwrapping Gifts! )

Kinda sad there's no make up but that's okay, I love all the gifts regardless! <3

I'm totally not done gifts for people either but that's okay!! I'll get them done before the break FOR SURE!

~Amy [wishes everybody's holiday wish comes true]

I wish for...

[EDIT// Dec 3 2:46 PM]

( Makeup Vomit )

~Amy [is going to start singing Christmas carols soon]

I ♥ Dancing.

Not that I'm amazing at it. In fact, I kind of lack the use of some joints and rhythm at times. Who cares? Sometimes, nothing brightens my mood then dancing away in the shower xD I really want to be able to do that WITH my friends. Yes, I might look like a doofus, but I have fun doing it =) Plus, I'm confident that my friends will laugh at me and go "your ridiculous and crazy.... but I love it." Too bad my brain is usually telling me they are going "omg, I don't want to be seen with you, how embarrassing", "wtf is she doing", and "lmao! she's looks ridiculous." So maybe I'm not that confident... or I still lack that self-confidence. Either way, it brightened my day (plus it actually helps me feel less sick/takes my mind off it I guess).

To be young! =D

-Amy [loves you all!]

I can feel my photography senses tingling. HALLELUJAH! It's back! =D In full force too, it feels like. I'm so happy, and praying I do not lose this feeling tomorrow so I can get my butt out and take some photos. I haven't touched my SLR in close to a year, it's embarrassing. I'm feeling all the "I want to be a photographer!" thing come back too.

How long has it been since I felt inspired? All the images in my head are fashion/people shots nonetheless, and it's what I'm worse at... but you know what, whatever. I'm going to have fun with it, even if it's just myself!

I love this =)

I'm in a really good mood today, and I love it =) I wish this was me all the time. Gosh, I love music and dancing.

I cut my hair short! =D I really like it.

I'm not perfect, nobody is. I still bitch and complain about how I look, and who I am. But really, I'm okay most of the time. In fact, I'm good looking if I tried. I'm a damn good friend too once you know me well enough. Yes there are flaws you have to accept and put up with, but I'm not a bad person. In fact, I think I'm pretty good. I'm grateful to those that have stuck by me even at my worst. I'm grateful for this summer, because I used it to pick myself back up. I'm not an optimist though, so my pessimistic outlook remains... but I can live with myself on most days.

I also want to say a big fuck you to people that have hurt me, abandoned me, and don't like me. There are worst people out there to hate, and I have not done anything I think is morally unacceptable. It all still hurts, but you know what, it's your damn lost. And I will, with all my willpower and time, get over it. I will not let these people hurt me anymore and I will finally say, I'm better off without you guys. Because if you could just throw away everything we had, or not have the guts to even try to get it back, then your not worth it. I did my part. Those that are with me are worth it. And yes, I might not have as many friends as you, but you know what? Each and every one of them care more about me then all your little friends combined. =)

I hope I keep this attitude up.

I wish for...

¤ Fahrenheit stuff! Ask someone if I already have the thing or not? Zomg they have a new album coming out
¤ Clothes!!
¤ Gift cards (Garage, Chapters, Ron Jon's?, grocery store.. lmao)
¤ Mangas (have fun figuring out what I have..? lol)
¤ Jewelry (note: simple is the way to go)
¤ SingStar vol 2. with the mics
¤ Nikon dSLR accessories (35mm polarizing filter? xD)
¤ Lindt Chocolate
¤ Something to decorate my walls?
¤ Take me out somewhere cool?
¤ Chapstick...? lmao
¤ Scarf
¤ Mittens!
¤ New GG game (Never Have I Ever)
¤ Flood lights

For Kicks

¤ To be thinner
¤ To be smarter
¤ A Talent!
¤ To meet Arron
¤ Money Tree
¤ Sony Ericsson 350
¤ A new heart...
¤ Heck a new personality!
¤ Make Resistance 2 have a 2 person campaign >.> lol

I'll... update when I think of more or something......

~Amy [is late in terms of Christmas T_T]

Stolen from amayasuki

( Movies! )

( How well do you know me? )

-Amy [is posting a short survey entry!]

Stolen from kuchren

1. It begins with a list of all 26 letters of the alphabet.
2. Comment with something for me to talk about that starts with one of those letters. Make me babble about anything -- TV shows, actors, actresses, food, idk, be creative. :D
3. One topic per letter -- it's like a claims list! I will cross off letters as topics appear.
4. I will post a new post talking about all 26 topics given to me!

A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z

I know I've done this before... but I'm bored... >.> So....

Do you trust my taste in music? Pick 3 numbers between 1 and 2356 and I'll find the corresponding song in my collection playlist. I'll upload it for you (and everyone else reading this entry) to grab.[Optional: when you've gotten a song from me, go post this meme in yourown journal, so I can grab a random song from you.]

~Amy [needs a life]